So how do I start this?

Yeah, if you ever read this you'll probably be thinking I'm gonna go soft and shit.

WEll no, it's far from that.

My heart feels nothing but hurt and extreme dislike for you. You broke it not once but three times. I ain't gonna take it no more, ever wonder why I don't talk to you now? Nah i don't suppose you do since you've got that Hermaphrodite with you. All those arguments, those acts of jealousy from him and that stupid incident with that girl texting him and shit. Jesus ****, I freakin' comforted you.

And now I freakin' feel DIRTY for doing that. You hurt me three times, I'm not gonna go through that again. Not cause I'm a wimp or anything it's cause I don't FEEL anything for you anymore.

You were the girl that stood out among the others. One so patient, nice and caring... It hurt me a lot watching with some ass-wipe I'll admit.

If it weren't for Shereen and Shukry I'll probably be neck-deep in hatred for you. I love them to the freakin' core cause their the greatest friend anyone could EVER ask for.

Have fun being controlled like a puppet. Me? I have my friends and family, beat that.